I try

I can at least say that I gave it my all.

That I tried despite my fears.

At least you never doubted my love.

The only thing that surprises me is that it really does hurt a little.

Foolishly, I thought I'd never feel this way again.

I was wrong.

Now I find myself devastated, staring at the ceiling, tears stuck in my throat.

That's life; sometimes you win, sometimes you lose... and this time, I lost.

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